Syamsul.Me.Kak Nurul
Went to Jurong Swimming Complex last Sunday.
Getting bored at home. I'm having a very hard time looking for jobs now. I've been applying for lots of jobs online but the response was ' Unsuccessful ' or simply No Respond. I swear I'm gonna give up very soon. Luckily my Cleerleading training is still on. And we're having a performance on 14th July. Atleast i still have something to do. Better than Nothing.
Recently I've been meeting Alysa for my cravings. Haha. First was ' Cendol ' and second was ' Mee Goreng Thai '. I was so damn bored that Monday afternoon and sms Alysa wheather she is busy that night. She said ' No '. And she asked " Wanna eat Cendol ah?? " haha. How smart. I said ' Yes '. And we meet up at Woodlands North Plaza coz she wants to cut her hair first. Then went to Woodlands central and have my Cendol. Yummy , but i hate their service. Damn sucks. Oh Azura was with us too. Whille waiting for 911 bus, we were flashing back on our secondary school days. When Afiqah was caught in camera kicking Sulaiha's leg, Me and Alysa changing in a cupboard, Me and zakiah making noise in a cupboard interupting Mr Vijay's lessson and the whole class got detention for passing around long threads all over the class in Miss Lim Xiiang Ting's lesson. And a lot more stories. Hahah. I miss my secondary school days. I'm having a lots of fun with my friends there.
The next day, Tuesday, had my cheerleading training. OMG! It's damn tiring and suffering with people just cant follow simple instruction. WTF. After training, went to meet Alysa at Boots and Shoes. Then went to Al-ameen. Had my ' Mee Goreng Thai ' YUMMMMMYYYYY !!! Then Home Sweet Home.
I've been knowing all the Bad attitudes of my Boyfriend ever since we broke up. It's just that i don't wanna bring up those issues as I'm not really sure of what people have been telling me about him. There is this someone told me before that my Boyfriend can't be trusted. I thought she said that because she hates him or something which I've known long ago. Today, all his secrets has been revealed. What, where and when it happen. But I'm still figuring out WHY i happen ? I bet he has no reason for doing it. And I'm so disapointed with him. Still thinking.
LEAVE or FORGIVE ? ? ?
Oh I lost my money today. Don't know if I misplace it of someone stole it. hmm . . . What a day.
I'm Sick.
Lost my Money.
Finally know the true colour of my Boyfriend.
Our First Date :))
Months passed but i'm still having this feeling of missing for my ex-lover. We were in a relationship for 1 year 2 months break up for 1 month patch and again broke off. I swear I really need him now cause i regret for being rebellious just to enjoy myself. I realise that i am wrong but i never wanna say sorry. I wish for a miracle to be with him again happily.
I MISS YOU SO MUCH, Baby.
GoodBye my Lover.
I had my best 1 year with lots of love, happiness and a little sadness at times. But all that has gone and maybe forever gone. Going through 2009 is a damn best thing with My love ONE being by my side. But passing through the end of 2009 to 2010 is a big suffering for me. And i manage to pass through 2010 with the barriers all by myself. All i can say is he changed after his return.
I had my first Cheerleading performance early January '10. and it sucks. But luckily i covered my mistakes on the dance steps.
My 18th Birthday sucks too.
I'm currently not schooling now. It's my off day today and stressed out looking for better jobs. I'm now surrounded by nice guys but still they are different from Kai. I am still in contact with Kai but our status now are Friends same goes to other guys. We're friends and not more than Friends.
Some idiots just make a romours about me at work. And they really sucks. Saying something untrue about me and misjudging me. What the hell. These people just don't have any better things to do. They blame me for our break up. Me and Kai which they actually don't know the real story and what's going on between us. Ending our relationship really change every single thing. In terms of financial, life and reputation.
Everything sucks.
I'm just hoping for everything will be back to normal even without Kai. My solution is find a better job and move on.
Will it work ??
Yesterday, went to karaoke at Grandlink calebrating Zakiah's 17th Birthday.
Happy Birthday, Zakiah.
My Dude is back! Wee... This is what he bought for me.
Famous Amos Chocolate with Rose and Teddy Bears.
Didn't manage to fetch him from airport cause I'm having Cheerleader Training just now at 4.30pm to 6.30pm in school. At the same time he arrive Singapore also at 4.30pm. I know he may be upset but I have No Choice. I need CCA Points and that Cheerleader is my CCA. I'm sorry, dear.
So, met him after Cheerleader at Loyang Point with Kak Juju, Umal and Dude's two cousins. We had our meal then go back home.
See how much I love him??
I went all the way to Loyang from Bishan just to see him and have a meal with him and back to Woodlands. I do love him so much.
My effort doesn't go to waste. Travelling from one end to another end reward me with a Meal(starving after Cheerleader), Famous Amos Chocolate(i've been craving from last week), Rose(i've always wanted from him since our first Valentine's Day) and Teddy Bears. It may be a coincidence to have a Rose attached to the Chocolate and Teddy Bear, but still I find him romantic for giving me a Rose.
Thank You
and
I LOVE U
This is what happen when you too happy in front of the camera.
It's 1.47am and I'm still not asleep cause I'm currently studying for tomorrow's BEO Exam. Damn shit! I thought of being hardworking and brought my notes with me all around including to the toilet. After done with my Big Business in the toilet, I put my notes on the floor and took a pail full filled with water to splash on my ass. And guess what my hand accidentally dropped the pail and instead of splashing on my ass it actually splash on my notes. WTF?! That was the notes I just re-wrote and it's extremely neat and very tidy. Now it's wet. WTH!
It reminds me of my Luck Percentage of the Day. Oh it's 14% ONLY! And what happen just now was that there's POA exam. Last section of the paper was we are suppose to do 3 out of 4 of the question. Always and forever being hardworking, I actually did all the questions. How careless for not reading the instruction. 10 marks may be deducted for failures to follow instruction. Shit! What a BAD Luck Day today.
I'm not gonna study any longer. I'm gonna sleep now.
I love this photo. The date he left me.
6 days passed. 5 more days to go. I'm waiting and always counting the days. I miss my Dude.
Oh Monday is my POA Exam, Tuesday, BEO Exam. I have this 50-50 feelings to get A for POA. But I really wanna be the Top 10 in class and be the 4 pointer student. At least I have something to please my school covering my bad destroyed reputation. Naughty doesn't mean stupid. That's what my Counsellor and Class Adviser told me, I'm Naughty also Smart.
I attended the counselling session in school last few days. I was alone with the school counsellor in a small room and have no idea why the hell must I go through this session??? The offence I did have got nothing to do with counselling. And I'm obviously not a student with problem. I have a Happy Family, Stable Financial, Good Friends and Loving/Fierce Boyfriend. The best part is she said she cant find the weakness in me and there's no area that she can help me. Haha.
I MISS MY KAI ! !
That's my Dude's new look. But I don't really like it cause he looks like a bad boy. And that's me with my swollen eye.
My Dude just left Singapore to his Hometown. sob sob... Today's attendance was the best throughout the year. I arrived school at 12pm and left at 1pm. I boarded bus 53 as soon as I reached the bustop, thinking that I'm gonna meet my Dude very soon. While entangling my earpiece in the bus, I saw my bank book slipping out from my bag. Shit! I forget to withdraw Umal's $200 I kept for him. Oh no! When I realise, I'm already around seraangoon. Oh ooow.. I have no idea where to find the POSB Bank. Oh yea. I lost my wallet recently in CLASS. And it's obviously my CLASSMATE have taken it right? Oh I do steal things too. But not My Friend's things. Forget it. So that's the reason why I'm looking for banks instead of ATM machines.
Luckily I found the bank nearby the bustop and quickly went in it. And guess what? I've to wait for nearly 45mins to be serve. That means I'll be late. Dude says that the departure time was 3.30pm but I left the bank at about 2pm. Took cab to Changi Airport Terminal 1. During the journey, I was thinking about the sweet moments I had with him and my tears fells down my cheek. I cried throughout the journey until my Dude call me and ask where i am. I told him not to worry, I'm at Pasir Ris and I'll be reaching there in a few minutes. Then he ask me to change my destination to Loyang Point. HUH?? I did not ask anything and did as he says. When I reached there, I saw him and Umal waiting for me at the pick up point without any laguage and wearing slippers. What the hell are they thinking?? The time was already 2.30pm and they are still not ready. Crazy or what? Then Dude says that he actually lied to me so that he gets to see me much earlier. Aaawww..... That's so sweet. Again my tears falls.
I followed them back home to get their things and off to Changi Airport Terminal 1. Went to makan then meet Ah Kong and Nancy(Dude's Supervisors). Took some pictures there. Then it's time to depart. I hugged my Dude like hell before he starts queueing. I swear I was crying like a small kid. I'll be far apart from him for 11 days. So sad. He kissed my forehead for the last time and left me. I feel like crying now but I'm not. He told me that when I cry, he'll be crying deep inside his heart and I don't want him to be sad too.
That's Umal and my Dude at the Departure Hall. We are already far at this time.
Ouh yea. This is the Grey High heel I bought yesterday.
That's all.
I'm counting the days.
Just came back from JB with Dude, Umal and Kak Juju. As usual outing with dude will always be Shopping. Went to shopping at City Square. A place like Bugis but everything is cheap and in Rm(Ringgit Malaysia). Cool huh.
Meet the 3 of them at Causeway Point. Then makan at Banquet. After that went to JB. The traffic is so smooth and we reached there quite fast. Dude and Umal went dye their hair. While waiting, Kak Juju and me went went to Coffee Bean for my favourite Pure Caramel then went to fill up our lungs. Their dyeing hair took about 2 hours. And guess what? When thier hair is done, I forget to snap a picture of my Dude instead i took Umal's pic.
The weather was so damn cold and further more we're in the salon for almost 2 hour or more. And if I were to stay there even longer, for sure my ass will freeze. Then went to shopping. I'm not really in the mood today so I don't feel like shopping. I looked through the dresses and shirts and eve went to Levis but nothing is attractive. While Dude is looking for his Jacket, Umal and Kak Juju choosing couple shoes I went to this shoe shop next to them and at last there is something for me to buy in fact there's two pair of beautiful heels. Red and Grey. I spot the grey one first. I'm so excited and went to Dude to ask for money. When I met him I told him that i wanted to buy a pair of heels cost Rm49.90 then he told me that all the money is finished. WTF! Can u imagine? We just withdraw Rm300 and he finished up all on him and only Rm11 for my Pure Caramel on me. WTH?? I was so sad and and made faces to him and show him my long face. Umal noticed it and ask me why but i just kept quiet. Then Dude told him that i wanted to buy shoes but his money is Finished. So Umal wanted to buy it for me. How sweet... But I said, "No, i want it from my boyfriend." I think my Dude was kinda hurt and he went all the way down to B1 to withdraw another Rm50 and came up back to level 4 to buy my heels. That's so Sweet and Romantic of him. My Hero...
The heel was Perfect cause it nicely fit my tiny feet. While my Beloved Dude was paying for my heels, I saw annother pair of heels in Red and it cost Rm15 onlyy!!! OMG!!!! Red is my Favourite colour and it is Damn CHEAP! I told my dude about it and he said he left with Rm10 then Umal gave me Rm5 add up to Rm15.
PERFECT!!
So, told the sales girl to get size 4 for me. Then that person came back with the same size I gave her which is size 5. No! I wont wanna wear high heels with tissues stuffed on my foot or behind my feet. Shit! I'm so dissapointed.
I'm getting tired and I told my Dude that I wanna go home. Umal and Kak Juju agreed cause they left with nothing except for us cause we still got money in the bank but we wanna save it. So we headed to Malaysia Immigration and again the traffic was smooth and we actually cut the bus queue line to get to Singapore faster. As soon as we reached Singapore, took cab from Woodlands Central to Woodlands North Plaza to makan. Then went back home.
I'm meeting my Dude tomorrow and will remember to Snap a picture of him. And will upload my heels tomorrow. Bubye!
This is Kak Juju and Umal after dyeing his hair.
